Thursday, September 3, 2009

Well well well

It seems that its D-Day today.
This will determine if i.m a father or not.
To be honest i.m very excited to be a father. I have waited for this for a very long time and hopefully today all my wishes and dreams will come true.
If not, well then its back to trying. This has been harder than I thought initially. All those people who say they "magically" just fell pregnant don't understand the true meaning of that statement. I would have given my 2 left teeth and some other things, to be a father right now.
But I also think with all this trouble my wife and I have gone through with this process, it has somehow...through the frustrations and the range of emotions have brought us closer together. And that in the long run I think will benefit us and the kids more...
Anyways, I should get back to the real story of why i.m posting this today, well my wife wants to go on Clomid but before you can go on it you need to go for a check which means the doc has to check if you are pregnant or not...so @ 1145 today i will know if i.m a father or not...hold thumbs...

/J

Monday, August 24, 2009

Try Try Try again...

Hi,

As you may have guessed it...WE TRYING TO HAVE A BABY.
Yes it may sound as easier and 123 or just do it and get it over with but what I have learned in the last few months is that its not quite as easy as it sounds.
Let me give you a run down first of what took place in the beginning...
First it was FUN.
After the 1st month or so it was trial and error. Trying to time it ourselves without really reading up on what we needed to do. This didn't seem to work so well, so we read up some and found out (it was news to me) that a lady can only fall on 2 days out of the cycle.
Then is became more of a timing procedure than that of having fun and letting nature take its course. This went on for a few months, then it all fell apart from there....well sorta...